MessingWith_Life

My last post was on 21st of this month. Now it has been ten days. The reason for such a long gap in between these two posts is because i went through a depression phase. One amazing thing that I realized from these 8 days is that my time to recuperate from depression has reduced to a week. It started last week Thursday when I didn't attend my CAT classes because I had a test that day and I couldn't prepare for it properly even after organizing  a plan for the preparation.. its just that travelling 3 hours a day back and forth between Mumbai and Navi Mumbai is taking its toll on me.. Even when I had an excellent plan for the preparation for the test i couldn't not complete the prep in time.. My CAT classes are having a weird effect on me.. When I joined the classes I was told that my confidence will grow as I learn.. But all that has happened is that even after putting a considerable amount of effort for the CAT preparation, for every test they conduct, my self...

I have a lot of issues to handle..  But for the past couple of months i was proud that i had handled one of my problems. My temper. the chain of events that occurred in the last 3-4 days has led me to me to go back on that..  I try my best to stay calm..  But still i had a breaking point..  Let me walk you through what happened in my life from last Thursday..  With my CAT classes going on and my college on the other hand i have a lot of stuff on my plate which keeps me very busy..  So till Wednesday night i was pretty packed with work..   But Thursday morning.. I fell sick.. But the good thing was that i was awake from morning..  So i started to do my studies but with very little energy..  And by the time it was noon i was done..  I got frustrated and the only way i know to blow of steam is by watching some good movies. And as i started watching movies my whole day got wasted. But i convinced myself that it was fine...

The reason i started watching this TV-series was because the title was catchy.. Yes.. it does give away the whole idea behind the series.. But it makes up for it in every other way possible.. Unlike other TV series.. where they first show you the back story of all the characters in the first couple of episodes then start the real plot of the series so that you have a better understanding of the story and all the characters playing their parts in it.. here... its the total opposite.. I really want to discuss the details but i don't want to spoil your experience... Its got a court room drama like " suits ".. but some times in " suits " i cant follow the court room drama as they get into a lot of technical stuff of the law but in this it is a little easier to follow.. But i cant blame  " suits ".. because they have to include technical stuff .. its what their whole series is based on.. For people who like suspense in each and every turn.. thi...

You know the famous saying right.. " an idle mind is a devil's workshop.. Well that might be true.. This post is for people who are day dreamers.. Especially for those who dream about bad stuff.. You know what i mean. Let me give you an example.. I had planned out this very busy schedule for me.. Which is supposed to keep me busy for the rest of my day.. So as i was working on my research methodology paper.. I was noting down some important points on my laptop and my mind starts to wander.. That's not the worst part.. In my mind.. As i was dreaming and doing my work ( multi-tasking. I know).. I could have thought about anything.. At-least something pleasant or soothing but all that flowed in my head was the mistakes i made in my childhood.. I know.. It sounds silly but this is how we get demotivated and stop doing stuff.. For a very long time i couldn't find the reason i half bake everything i do.. I mean i never complete a task if i...

i had never come across the words introvert and extrovert till my 12th grade.. the first time when i heard it was when my sister, who had come back home from college for the summer, was telling me about a website that provides the service of determining your personality trait through a questionnaire. i was not really into this subject and just took the online " test"  for my own amusement. after answering about 40 question which were mainly about different situations and had four option each. the options were ways in which we would react to the situations and we had to choose the appropriate one according to our knowledge... to be frank, going through the 40 question was tiring but to get a fairly accurate result i completed the questionnaire . and the result i got was that i am an INTROVERT.. it did not mean a great deal to me then but during my great depression of 2011.. ( great depression.. sounds like a historical period) .. i did discover that i was an introve...